Praying For Your Enemies: Justice and Mercy

This morning I had a big bowl of lies and betrayal for breakfast, metaphorically speaking.

It didn’t go down well.

I won’t go into what happened, but suffice it to say, it hurt me and indirectly hurt my family, and I was angry–still am.

As a Christian, what am I supposed to do at this point? I feel like praying for them to take a long walk off a short pier. What I’m supposed to do is, of course, pray for my enemies.

The ESV has Matthew 3: 43-45:

“You have heard that it was said, ‘You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, so that you may be sons of your Father who is in heaven.”

How do we pray for our enemies? The Lord’s Prayer says:

Forgive us our debts, as we also forgive our debtors.


Your kingdom come,
Your will be done,
On earth as it is in heaven.

…but if I may add something that has been helpful to me, and perhaps may help you, I will.

Whenever I am lied to, betrayed, or hurt in some way, I pray for justice and mercy.

That’s it. Justice on the one hand, mercy on the other. Both, not just one or the other.

The Douay-Rheims has Psalm 85:10:

Mercy and truth have met each other: justice and peace have kissed.

In Christ, justice and mercy meet. We deserved justice; we received mercy.

God’s Idea of Justice

I specifically pray for justice, because I have been wronged and I want to see it made right. I want revenge. I want something bad to happen to those who made something bad happen to me.

Justice: That Time When I Was Fired and the Company Failed

One time I was wrongly fired from a job. At the time I was much younger in Christ, and I wanted revenge, big time. My wife and I even consulted a lawyer, but there was nothing he could do. At the time, this scripture came to mind, James 5:1-6. Per the ESV:

Come now, you rich, weep and howl for the miseries that are coming upon you. Your riches have rotted and your garments are moth-eaten. Your gold and silver have corroded, and their corrosion will be evidence against you and will eat your flesh like fire. You have laid up treasure in the last days. Behold, the wages of the laborers who mowed your fields, which you kept back by fraud, are crying out against you, and the cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord of hosts. You have lived on the earth in luxury and in self-indulgence. You have fattened your hearts in a day of slaughter. You have condemned and murdered the righteous person. He does not resist you.

That was a satisfying scripture.

What happened? The company later folded in one of the most miserable ways: from the inside. A year later, the company was gone.

Did God destroy a company for my sake. Well, I think so, but I don’t know. There were a few non-wicked individuals in that company who didn’t deserve to lose their job. The rest, who knows? Did they later repent? Did they later get saved? Who knows? The fact is, it happened, and I was very glad at the time. It appeared to be God’s justice at work.

This isn’t a formula, and it doesn’t happen all the time. I was unfairly let go from another company several years later, and the company is still there and doing fine as far as I know. The people who wronged me this morning, things could be going swimmingly for them for years to come. But I trust God to make it right.

In the end, God makes everything right. Psalm 1, ESV, emphasis mine:

Blessed is the man [this is you]
who walks not in the counsel of the wicked,
nor stands in the way of sinners,
nor sits in the seat of scoffers;
but his delight is in the law of the Lord,
and on his law he meditates day and night.
He is like a tree
planted by streams of water
that yields its fruit in its season,
and its leaf does not wither.
In all that he does, he prospers.
The wicked are not so,
but are like chaff that the wind drives away.
Therefore the wicked will not stand in the judgment,
nor sinners in the congregation of the righteous;
for the Lord knows the way of the righteous,
but the way of the wicked will perish.


The reason I pray for justice and mercy is that God is love. He, as exemplified in Christ, is the perfect embodiment of both justice and mercy. So while we pray for God to make it right in justice, we also pray for God to also make it right in his kindness. Jonah expected God to wipe Nineveh off the face of the earth, despite their repentance, and God had to give him a remedial course in mercy. We don’t know if Jonah learned anything, but we can learn for ourselves.

Mercy is God’s decision. Romans 9, emphasis mine:

What shall we say then? Is there injustice on God’s part? By no means! For he says to Moses, “I will have mercy on whom I have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I have compassion.” So then it depends not on human will or exertion, but on God, who has mercy. For the Scripture says to Pharaoh, “For this very purpose I have raised you up, that I might show my power in you, and that my name might be proclaimed in all the earth.” So then he has mercy on whomever he wills, and he hardens whomever he wills.

Since mercy is God’s decision, mercy needs to be my decision.

Mercy: The Ultimate Revenge

I pray for justice, but I also pray for mercy. The ultimate revenge, to my knowledge, is seeing my enemies meet Jesus and become saved. I’ve met people who were hellions in high school and treated me terribly back then, and many years later, met them again and they had gotten saved and were living righteous lives.

I won’t say that this is because of my prayers (I sowed plenty of my own wild oats myself in high school, so at the time I might not have thought to pray for them at all). But clearly someone prayed for them, and maybe even it was someone who they had wronged.

God has mercy on his enemies. He wants us to pray for our enemies, ‘so that we may be sons of our Father who is in heaven.’ So that we may look like he who granted mercy on us. Christ received death so that we would receive life. The NIV has Isaiah 53:5:

But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was on him, and by his wounds we are healed.

The Lord’s Prayer also addresses mercy:

Forgive us our debts, as we also forgive our debtors.

We are to forgive as he forgives.

What Next?

What do you do after a betrayal? After someone lies to you, steals from you, cheats you, or otherwise mistreats you?

You hurt. You rage. Maybe you cry. It hurts. You have to recognize that your emotions are all right, and it’s OK to express them. If you have friends or loved ones or a pastor you can express them to, all the better–they can help you cope.

Then, when things calm down, you pray. After the Lord’s Prayer, perhaps you do as I do.

“Lord, I pray for justice and mercy.”

Then you learn to let it go. You decide to forgive. Forgiveness is not automatic; you have to decide whether or not you will forgive them. Your emotions will not cooperate with you.

Ultimately, you let God be God. Let him do what He wills. You’ll see ‘the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living’. You’ll ultimately prosper, and God will handle them. Maybe you’ll hear about the person who hurt you being punished later on–maybe they’ll even see ‘instant karma’. Maybe they’ll repent and become saved, and you’ll be reconciled. Maybe they’ll go on their merry way, hurting other people, and you’ll have to let God handle it.

Doing your part, praying for your enemies, is what you can do. Then you let God handle all the rest.



Affirmations, Persuasion, and the Prosperity Gospel

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I am still reading the books I mentioned two weeks agoGorilla Mindset and How to Fail at Almost Everything and Still Win Big.

To me, both books seem come to the same conclusions: using personal affirmations is a good idea. (I think that Mike Cernovich basically says that affirmations work because they strengthen the mind, and Scott Adams says they work for some unexplained reason. They’re most likely both right.) Both authors also use strong persuasion.

The other day, I came to the realization that Prosperity Gospel preachers, and, to some extent, Gospel preachers as a whole, have also come to the same conclusions, but by a different route. Continue reading “Affirmations, Persuasion, and the Prosperity Gospel”

Toughen Yourself Up And You’ll Toughen Up Christianity

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For men who want to be men, we have to fight two things: society and ourselves.

But it is fighting ourselves–or rather, toughening ourselves up, that makes us so we can change society.

I’m convinced that most of what passes for Christianity in America (and probably Europe too) is a pale, softened, feminized reflection of what the Apostles had and what their immediate predecessors had. Men were strong and resilient in the choice of certain death at hostile dictators and a backwards culture. They boldly led their wives and families around the known world to spread the Good News, without fear. Our generation, when we even make it to church, we tend to either hear feel-good messages designed to tickle the ears, or outdated ‘beam me up, Scotty’ theology that makes us wimpy Christians.

I’ve been at the mercy of feminized Christianity off and on for more years than I would have liked. I hung around with the hippies in the ‘prayer rooms’, trying to appease Jesus by singing songs at him 24 hours a day. I thought that spirituality was all about embracing Jesus as a Bridegroom, the whole Song-of-Solomon-being-a-parable-for-Jesus nonsense. (Today I take Occam’s Razor to the book and I see it as a book of romantic, sometimes erotic, poetry.)

I’ve seen Christians re-discovering grace, discovering that God destroyed sin and destroyed us on the Cross for our freedom. If you’re not preaching grace so it can be interpreted as a license for sin (the same accusation levelled at Paul), then you’re preaching it wrong. But what we see now is that the grace movement has emerged from the thought of an angry Father and Son to the image of…well…the land of teddy bears and marshmallows. Some of us went from the idea of an abusive God to the polar opposite: passive, loving, gentle, and never offensive. As always, the truth is in the middle, the via media.

When I think about a father, I think about my dad teaching me how to drive, yelling at me when I was stopping at a green light or missing nearby cars in my mirrors, laughing as I would make my second car, which had a manual transmission, buck like a bronco across the parking lot and then die. I think of long hours spent taking my old Buick Regal apart to replace the fuel pump and alternator. Burn myself or cut myself a bit? It’s all right, just suck it up.

Dads are there to toughen you up in addition to providing you love and stability. If half of the weak twerps on college campuses who call themselves ‘Social Justice Warriors’ (there’s nothing war-like about them unless they’re wearing bandannas and protesting; perhaps we could call them ‘Sad Jellyfish Weasels’?) had had a real father tell them to ‘suck it up’ and stop being so weak, there wouldn’t be a problem with that. But no, the millennials had absent fathers or distant fathers who didn’t know how to raise kids, or didn’t even want to raise kids. This problem with weakness and lack of strong guidance goes all the way back to the Baby Boomers, the original children of privilege. Fortunately, I was one of the lucky few Gen-Xers with an intact nuclear family and Christian values, which helped keep our family together and helped keep me together through all the years of hell I suffered at the hands of mental illness.

I want to help reshape the picture of modern Christianity. I want to see Jesus as a man’s man, a conqueror who laid down his sword and died for humanity, to defeat sin and the grave forever. I want to read Paul, Peter, and John in the context of strong men who walked for days and weeks on end, sometimes going without food and sleep, to tell people of Christ everywhere.

To do that, I need to become strong. I need to change my mindset. To do that, I am reading the book Gorilla Mindset by Mike Cernovich so I can toughen up my mind and body. Scott Adams’ How To Fail At Everything And Still Win Big is also important, and I plan to work on his persuasion reading list so that while I am strengthening myself mentally and physically, I can learn how to influence others for good.

The other nonfiction book I’m reading off and on is The Jesus-Driven Life, by Michael Hardin. I like Hardin because he embraces mystery in spirituality but he’s also a no-nonsense fellow who doesn’t pull any punches (at least as I have encountered him on Facebook in the past).

Physically, I am working on finding a good martial arts studio that combines sensible cost with a serious attitude towards the study. I’ve figured out a way to make myself watch my eating and lose weight by making a system out of it: making it like a game. I don’t want to share any details on that yet because I’m only five days into it and I want to make sure it’s a viable, sustainable system first. So far it’s working pretty well.

In order to shape the world around us, Christians need to get strong. There is plenty of good we can be doing in the world–defeating globalism, socialism, feminism, Cultural Marxism, racism, immorality…all sorts of clear and present dangers. The dragons we have to slay now are not physical, but are ideas in peoples’ heads that are weakening us and causing them to be susceptible to every whim of the poisonous culture around us. Sometimes these ideas are helping weaken our countries’ borders and making our citizens unsafe. We, as Christian men, should be doing something about that.

As Christians, we should be leading the world. As men, we should be shaping Christianity into an effective force. I want to see Christians with backbone, modern Crusaders with guts who can stand up against Islamic invasion, globalism, and liberal insanity.

In order to fix what’s around me, I am fixing myself, by the power of Christ within, and by good guidance. Are you strengthening yourself? If not, isn’t it about time?

Fix Your Brain, Fix Your Life

photo-1464013778555-8e723c2f01f8I’ve come to realize that in order to succeed, I’m going to have to change my thinking.

There are two books I am reading right now in order to change my mindset.

The first is Gorilla Mindset: How to Control Your Thoughts and Emotions to Live Life on Your Terms by Mike Cernovich, an unapologetically masculine and prolific writer who I admire.

The second is How to Fail at Almost Everything and Still Win Big: Kind of the Story of My Life by Scott Adams of Dilbert fame, whose articles on persuasion I very much admire as well.

Cernovich has an interview with Adams here, for the best of both worlds.

Getting more exercise is also a top priority. I have to get into martial arts classes somehow. I know that if I get more exercise, my thinking will be clearer and I will be able to write more. I used to write every day on this blog, and I want to get back to that.

I am to become an influencer, a strong, masculine man who can shape the world around me. Jesus did that, the disciples did that, and the only reason we can’t see that is because the Gospel has been feminized. I want to take the Good News back from emasculated men so we can see what we are supposed to see when we look at the Bible.

I also want to be a role model, someone men can point to and say, “I want to be like him,” and someone women can point to and say, “I want my man to be like that, or I want my sons to be like that.”

I’m not there yet. But this is what I am doing, and I’m on my way.